Merry F*cking Christmas

I thought I'd get the merry xmas done and dusted in the title cos I don't know if I'll blog again before the big day.

Don't know how long it's been since I last posted and I was thinking about it today so decided to come and say hello.

Photography is going GREAT! It's so much fun and really fascinating. My friends are awesome, I love them to pieces, and my teachers rock.

My mum's being so ridiculously supportive and everything's going great.

I've had a few bumps recently but it's all good.

I was just thinking that I really wish Jared and Jensen were still on facebook so I could ask them some questions for the units we got the brief for today.

Also wish I could show Jensen my tattoo, and tell him I got an A for the GCSE (which if you'll remember from earlier in my blog, I was studying when I talked to him.)

Of course, all that's assuming that the men I was talking to were the real Jared and Jensen so let me rephrase and say that I wish I could talk to them, safe in the knowledge that it's really them, and ask them some questions for my brief.

There was an article in the latest Supernatural Magazine about Jensen's directorial debut 'Weekend At Bobby's', episode 4 of season 6. It was absolutely fascinating and educational. Gave me quite a bit to think about as far as my own concepts for films are concerned.

I'm having Sammie, Dale and Hope round for my birthday, can't wait. And then for christmas we're actually going to my sisters for xmas dinner. That's a new one. Should be good fun.

I've hurt my wrist which is annoying but hey ho.

It's really not so obsessive to blog when you're not pissed off. I've found that now that I'm in a better place as far as events in my life happening now are concerned, I don't really blog or write in my black books as much as I used to.

I guess that should be considered a good thing although I worry sometimes that I'm doing what I was afraid I'd do...which is forget about the things that were making me so mad, like if I forget them, then I'm just shrugging them off like everyone else does and not thinking they still matter when obviously they do.

Kinda hard to explain but...

Anyways, I'm knackered

Laters xXx