Isn't what I'm listening to...but it's on this album. Finally got Audio Secrecy by Stone Sour. By my calculations, I go to see Murderdolls next friday. Pretty exciting.
Isn't it funny how you meet people and you think they're amazing and then months later you realise you'd probably be better off without them because simply thinking about them pisses you off.
Don't wanna go to college tomorrow. Failing miserably. And I was doing so well. Public relations screws me over every fucking time.
I got a distinction for unit one, a high merit for unit 35. Mary said that I was so close to getting a distinction for 35 too that I just had to write a technical review of how I did everything and resubmit. Which I'm gonna do. Then even if I fail I can say I got a distinction for at least one of the projects I did.
I always start out well. I start out with determination, focus yadda, yadda, yadda. Then slowly and surely I just get worn down until I'm failing and usually this is the point when I drop out and tell the world to go screw itself.
But mum won't let me drop out which is fine because it's not exactly the only option open to me.
My right arm is a beautiful mass of cuts and scars right now. Left arms a bit disappointing but mum says I can't do anything to it because we're gonna put a stretch bandage on my right and say I sprained my wrist for Kay's wedding.
But after the wedding I can do what I want to either arm.
I can't wait for the wedding to be over. It's ruining everything right now. Not to mention the fact that it's a large gathering of people, most of which I don't even know, that I have nothing in common with, which means it'll be stuffed full of fucking small talk. Which means all I'm going to do is eat and drink. Which is never good.
And if I don't get hold of a cigarette soon I seriously am going to kill someone.
laters peeps
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