Productive day

Relatively. Got some cleaning done. Rang Job Seekers.

I'm in an uncomfortably healthy frame of mind at the moment :P

I'm not sleeping well at the moment. Last couple of nights I've been waking up stupidly early. Like this morning I was awake at 3am. Had an idea for Dead House so I wrote that down. I can so totally understand how someone could accidentally overdose on sleeping pills.
You just lie there willing yourself to fall asleep and the longer you don't the more wound up you get so the less likely you actually are to fall asleep. It's so fucking frustrating. Add to that, that I've been having fucking nasty dreams again.

Like the one I had at some point this morning, I had a massive fight with my mum and said some terrible things though I can't remember what they were but everyone was pissed off with me and then I did something that resulted in mum breaking her ankle and everyone was mad but dad was positively homocidal and came after me with a gun!!! I was absolutely frickin' terrified! And just as my dad found me and went to shoot me my mum came and woke me up looking for her headphones (which I pinched to listen to my MP3).

It was horrible.

Oh, and right now I have a Nickelback addiction, I keep listening to the Dark Horse album. My favourite songs are Gotta Be Sombody, I'd Come For You, Just To Get High, Never Gonna Be Alone and If Today Was Your Last Day.

I like all the songs but they're my favourites. They cheer me up.

So yeah. Dead House is still coming on rather slow which is a bugger but I just gotta get back in the flow of it, that's all. I'm thinking of actually doing it properly as if it were a job, like saying right from 9am to 5pm you are going to sit in front of that computer and write Dead House NO DISTRACTIONS!!!!

I'm sure if I just nuckle down I'll get it done. :)

So that's all for now. Maybe one day someone will actually read this blog lmao :P