I'm in a sad mood today and that always makes working hard.
I feel like I've lost two very good friends because they had to delete their facebook pages. I'm going to miss talking to them but I haven't really lost them because one day we'll see each other and everything will be fine.
But getting to a point where I can see them seems a lifetime away :(
But it's my goal, it's something to hold on to, hold on for. There seems plenty of the now. Even though there are still so many bad things in the world, I'm seeing the good as well, for the first time in years I'm seeing what makes life worth living.
I've made a lot of mistakes in my life, and I'll always feel bad about them but I can't keep beating myself up for the past forever.
I'm moving on and I'm going to have the life I want and be the person I wanna be.
Speaking of which, there's an extra going on at college to be involved in two productions in the year and you can choose to act. Luckily my enrolment is with Una MacDonald and I already know her cos I had her for Media and she's lovely, so I'll ask her about it.
There's not much else to update really, I haven't been able to work on Dead House for a couple of days because my inspiration's gone out the window, but hopefully I'll get it back soon if I just keep working at it.
xXx
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