So today was a bad day. Everyone has them. But I just started thinking today, y'know, I could let it all get to me or I could just accept that I had a shitty day and just put it behind me.
I could do so much shit to myself to prove to that damned woman that I can fit their stupid criteria, it just made me feel so shit, like I obviously wasn't worth their help...my parents were furious and to be honest so was I. I've tried to kill myself twice, how the hell do I not fit their criteria?
But then I got to thinking. Why should I let me life go to hell again just cos some stupid bitch can't do her job right? Instead of trying to prove her wrong, I'm gonna fucking prove her right!!!
I don't need their pathetic attempts at therapy. I've got everything I need. I can sort through the shit in my head by myself.
If I keep giving up, I'm never gonna get anywhere, and that's gonna screw me up way more than the worthless feeling I have when they don't wanna help me.
I guess I'm just sick of letting stupid things get the better of me.
Not gonn ahappen anymore.
Later dudes xXx
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